Dunno where you reside and the legality but psilocybin and ketamine have been showing wonderful results in depression and are becoming more available in a medical setting. I’ve done a few K sessions at a local clinic and I won’t say it’s fixed my depression but I do find it easier to look at things glass half full, highly recommend.

[–] InternetPerson@lemmings.world 2 points 12 hours ago* (last edited 12 hours ago) (1 children)

Note however, that psychotropics drugs are best taken under medical instruction and are most effective in the long run if you're also in psychotherapy.

Edit: Wtf did my app just do

[–] FordBeeblebrox@lemmy.world 2 points 12 hours ago

Yes, that’s why I said in a clinic. Having someone to monitor you is safety first.

There’s a dozen apps for Lemmy and they all have bugs, but I’m glad there’s people working g on them all

[–] P4ulin_Kbana@lemmy.eco.br 5 points 1 day ago

I seriously advise you to get professional help. This doesn't sounds very healthy, maybe you should get this checked with a therapist. I hope you find peace on your life. Please take care.