That sucks. I'm sorry to hear that. As a life long vet of the Depression Campaigns, i can relate. I don't have any magic words that i can drop that'll magically make things better, but i wish i did. If you don't have someone to talk to, you can bend my ear.

[–] deuleb_biezelbob@programming.dev 3 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (1 children)

Prozac (no srs SSRIs changed a lot but ymmv,)

[–] ChronosTriggerWarning@lemmy.world 1 points 1 month ago (2 children)

I tried that once. It made my emotions so dead, even the depression was missed.

[–] arality@programming.dev 2 points 1 month ago

I know this is anecdotal, but when I was first diagnosed with depression they put me on medicine that made me devoid of feelings like your explanation. Well fast forward a few years and a new doctor. Turns out I'm bipolar, and being on the right medication has been SO helpful and such a night and day difference.

[–] deuleb_biezelbob@programming.dev 2 points 1 month ago

yeah you kinda want to feel something again(?)

Had to go trough several drugs before hitting the jackpot, although I'm also on other meds.

totally get it though