emberinmoss

joined 1 month ago
[–] emberinmoss@sh.itjust.works 3 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Anyone who doubles down this hard to defend AI art theft machines fucking hates human artists, who are a branch of intellectuals. Nazis are known to openly hate, abuse the rights of and mistreat intellectuals. Fuck kava.

[–] emberinmoss@sh.itjust.works 6 points 4 days ago

You just need to wear something bright--doesn't have to happy bright though, could be like a bright green skull on your shirt or something, bright coloured shoes with black attire. Own that spooky vibe. Lean into it. Be proud of it. You're not soulless, just a spooky ghoul and spooky ghouls are great.

[–] emberinmoss@sh.itjust.works 2 points 5 days ago (1 children)

I posted this and then ran away (or rather, rolled over and played dead possum), but I'm back and not dead yay. I actually had not even thought about this. Thank you. I know one family friend of my mom's. They're someone I could maybe talk to, it's just that I'm so severely anxious to approach anyone. I will try.

[–] emberinmoss@sh.itjust.works 4 points 5 days ago (1 children)

I got so thirsty I just gave in and drank it. And when I didn't die, I decided, screw it. The water paranoia is not always present, but if it is around for too long, what I have done is boiled the water and drank it hot. I think a water filter could be a good investment for this. Thank you for the suggestion. And I'm sorry this was such a heavy post. Thank you for your response. Yes, it's been a wild ride on the crazy train. I don't recommend this ride, I give the crazy train one star review.

[–] emberinmoss@sh.itjust.works 3 points 5 days ago

I'm sorry this got so heavy. It's been a lot this month. Stupid brain not working. Yes, absolutely. A vegetable and a walk can help, there's no denying that. It won't cure it, the disorder I have called schizoaffective disorder, but it's still better than nothing. I got some red peppers and a glass of water. All set.

[–] emberinmoss@sh.itjust.works 2 points 5 days ago (1 children)

Thank you. Yes, I haven't completely given up hope. I know this post was extremely heavy and uh, I was having a moment. I have schizoaffective disorder that runs in the family and it's been kicking my ass recently. Which is also why it took me a whole week to even look at the other responses. I think I might post on Lemmy what I've learned about this mental disorder. Even though it's been hell to endure, having knowledge about the enemy in my head has given back to me some power. There are a few good neuroscience videos on the how and why of psychotic spectrum disorders like schizophrenia and schizoaffective.

 

If mental health matters, then the mental healthcare system needs to practice what they preach instead of just say things to look good for their psas. There's so many homeless people in my town and I easily see myself becoming one at this rate. Do what you can to take care of yourself. Try to avoid shitty drs and therapists. It's not always easy.

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